Isolation and integration
For the past few days (ie. years) I've been learning interesting things about specific elements of standing... rooting through the feet, rising from the upper back/neck, opening the hips, energy meridians...
Focusing on one angle reveals important details, yet often I lose myself in that area (ie. wow this rooting thing is awesome, or holy shit I can feel my entire thumb-big toe meridian) and my scope of awareness narrows. When I noticed this I re-expand my scope of body consciousness, maintaining awareness of the detail (feet, knees, hips, neck, hands, etc.) within the context of my entire physical (and energy) body.
Awareness scope and intensity seem to have an inverse relationship, which is what makes zooming in on one part so seductive... yet as soon as I tune out of my larger body, tension creeps in! Where tension begins, qi stagnation occurs... compromising my entire practice. The micro is key... within the macro. Detail in context!
This oscillation between isolation (where intense learning can occur) and integration (where that learning is incorporated into my practice) is a natural process perhaps... I'm just surprised how persistently I'm having to reestablish my comprehensive awareness...so easy to lose the forest for the trees.
Focusing on one angle reveals important details, yet often I lose myself in that area (ie. wow this rooting thing is awesome, or holy shit I can feel my entire thumb-big toe meridian) and my scope of awareness narrows. When I noticed this I re-expand my scope of body consciousness, maintaining awareness of the detail (feet, knees, hips, neck, hands, etc.) within the context of my entire physical (and energy) body.
Awareness scope and intensity seem to have an inverse relationship, which is what makes zooming in on one part so seductive... yet as soon as I tune out of my larger body, tension creeps in! Where tension begins, qi stagnation occurs... compromising my entire practice. The micro is key... within the macro. Detail in context!
This oscillation between isolation (where intense learning can occur) and integration (where that learning is incorporated into my practice) is a natural process perhaps... I'm just surprised how persistently I'm having to reestablish my comprehensive awareness...so easy to lose the forest for the trees.
